my heart is pain now....

sorry............sorry.................sorry............sorry............
now....i only know to say sorry to you.....because i only know i give so many vexed thing to you
yesterday,you acc me....i only saw your moody face looked at me.....but when i saw you looked your ex megs....you smile*  (heart was pain--ING)
i so angry at that time....you know?but i fake fake didnt looked it...(ngo hei em hei hou sor ah??)
when you pull my hand walked at parade,,,you can let go my hand to busy reply her megs....
her megs,you can reply so many thing for her....but me??
sorry....i cannot make you happy to reply my megs like her...
she came back here....is your happy day....right?
i really dunwan think too much....but i dunno how to concern myself....
you dun let me saw your 2 converse....nvm lah
when you reply her megs,i feel like 1 person at there gam ah....

a lot of things happen today...

my jimui miko yong because of her bf wan broke with her this reason..she was cry a whole day in class...we concern she a whole day...and i also wan to help her to talk with her bf...whether can convince her bf..
im sorry...i talk a lot of thing to her bf also cant help her...:(((
hope her bf wont really do that...miko(pls dun cry anymore,our jimui will heart pain)

after school,because kuan kuan wan practice basketball+wicky bf was fetch her go back...miko also follow they...my sh dear also wan back home early.....so tyan tyan+me stay at canteen talk talk....we chat so many thing..
thanks....because i moody,,so she treat me eat...tq very much....
at bus,i also wan thanks kuan kuan...she really use her heart to listen wht i saying...thanks^^

kuan;;;;here i wan thanks you....because you will sms concern me...and i wan say sorry to my jimui too...because my moody face also make you all also no mood too...;(
and now was nothing to my dear...it will go back b4....dun worry about me+my dear lah....

suddenly,that yuk choy TOP....she wan me monday go on the stage..because i say mandarin let her hear dou...aiyo...fuck
she wan me call all the yuk choy student dun say mandarin.....(say fuck you)
i was so angry at that time,but i saw the sorpo kuan kuan...always say look forword monday...give her zha dou-,-(she laugh non-stop)
hope her forget it....

最后的补上

最近，发觉自己一直都在自己骗自己。其实他有很多时候，我都不喜欢。我不能接受。

一直以来，我都是以他为主。就算我多么的不喜欢，我也忍声吞气。

我一直以为我爱他，他爱我就够了。

可是直到刚才，我发觉我忍得麻木了。就连很生气他的时候，我是没有了以前那样的泪水了

我知道他不喜欢的东西，我真的不去做（除了我要你陪我，我真的很野蛮）

我一直以为我们是最好的一对。我错了，不！

我真的很想让他知道我不喜欢什么，可是我知道，就让他知道也是没用的。他也是一样的会做

我们是做不到，不为了其他女生而吵架。

他的生活里，到处都是女生朋友。

而我，是一个很自私，很霸道，很不大方的女朋友

可是我真的有尽量的改，可是他并没有为我而改过一点。而是越来越严重。

我真的很怕我自己控制不住会讲出我以后会后悔的话。

所以我选择不回信息，我知道如果给他知道我不是睡觉了。他也会生气我

以前我以为真真爱一个人真的很难啊。就算现在我很爱那个人，下一秒我就会很讨厌他。那是以前的我。

直到我+他在一起，我真的是变了好像活着每一分每一秒都有他的世界。

我很开心他能够出现在我面前。

我认为他是最好的男生，可是发觉我又错了。

一次一次的hurt了我的心，一次一次的相信他。

可是我换来的是今天的地步。

我很绝的讲一次，我真的不想再忍，再为了他生气什么的。我真的很怕我自己会爱他变恨他

现在我真的要好好想下我要的答案。

对不起，可能现在我真的弄得你不开心。

my busy dance life...

hey...back here again..because today didnt got sch again...and didnt back studio too...boring day-,-

i think my busy dance life will start at next week...:) wakaka

because i will take part performance+competition in July+August+September...expect it;))

my performance the dance training already have 2 month,already learned 2 song of dance..great,,,right?

Next,my teacher will choose 1 more day to training who will take part competition in August at Kl..

Yeah Yeah Yeah...

1 week dance 5 days...my sister back malaysia also wont everyday stay at home with her...happy sei ngo;))) wakakakakaka

i will be a very hardworking to learn of this..because i wan to win a prize back home...

studio will have a dinner after competition,,i also have performance that night...kikiki

if i can win that competition,,also can clb that night
dear,frds,family!!!pls support me;))) give me a power;) haha

my art class life will end at next year...goodbye yuk choy....goodbye frds...;(
and goodbye "TOP" (i think yuk choy student will know who is top)

my feeling.

today didnt got sch..stay at home today..boring until die ah-,-and miss him until die;((
a lot of things were happened today...my dear told me,he dunwan got gf recently..because he worry about his future and some pressure...(i really scare his choose to end our relationship,although i told him if you really unhappy you can choose to end of this)
i happy to hear that he wan me continue to be his gf...thanks..
look at this chosen,i really know that my dear really love me so much....same as me..

another things is my jimui miko and his bf....when she call me,,i sad to hear that..(his bf wan broke with her)
and she tell me,her bf was switch off his phone dun let her find him...;((
this whole night i was concern her in phone,,i unhappy to hear that she was cry non-stop</3..heart pain
but lucky her bf was find back her...but need time....hope they can hurry up make peace^^

can i go again?

yesterday,my parents was going singapore..at same time..i was at club...
it is my 1st time clubbing...my boy bring me go...we went to barroom..i was drink a bottle of beer
my jimui yeefang at lavish~cant ply together:( a bit regret...because i think i wont got next time...
lucky we also can meet yesterday...haha

my sister will back Malaysia from USA soon~scare;(
MISS MY DEAR NOW:(((

birthday girl;-* LHK

today is my luilui Lh Kuan birthday...wish you*your dreams can come true and pretty always+happy always+healthy always...

                                                          miko bought for her...nice

birthday girl at my dear car take pic...

hope you enjoy today^^

happy birthday

short post...

hey..i back now...i will write a short post now XD
i just come back from parade...after school,i follow dear went to his old house to take his mother thing,then he bring me go eat...after eat we went jusco(he bring thing to his mother,i go buy donut)...then dear bring me back home bath,his house so wangi^^(durian durian durian,his brother eating durian,haha)after bath,dear bring me go parade~walk walk walk...about 7 something my parents+brother went parade too~me?walk again~so tired...haizz

i saw my consin(a bit self-love,take so many photo)
here is today photo

 now my mood like shit gam ah~why every std oso got ppl date him go club?fuck!!!!hate it!!!deng!